It is another week of blogging with a purpose.
Week 4: My Biggest Weakness
I wasnt sure what exactly to write about. I am my own worst enemy. So, quite frankly, I think I have a whole slew of weaknesses. I am not sure one is bigger than the next. I went to start to list them as well. Wow, I wouldn't want to hang around me.
That's it though. My biggest weakness is I am my own worse enemy. I talk about self acceptance here on March to December. However, I am in a constant battle with myself.
Not even about the physical. I am always bringing myself down. I am not good enough. I am too fat. I am not attaractive enough. I am not smart enough. I am not a good enough wife. I am not a good enough mom. I am bad at my job. I probably shouldn't go back to school, I'll fail. I am not good at blogging. Gosh, I suck at scrapping. I am a terrible friend. I am that family member. No wonder Dad wont return my attempts at reconnecting. That looks terrible on me. Why would anyone want to be my friend.
Yes, this is a constant battle in my head. It is a nearly daily thing in one way or another to "fake it until I make it!" I bring myself down all the time. I have kept myself from succeeding. From making friends. From being a better person in general.
I am pretty amazing. I know that. I just have to remind myself that all the time.
What is your biggest weakness?
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